You're where the Wild Things are...

An in-character blog set in the universe of EVE Online. These are the private diary entries of Lady Ekaterina Mariya deSilvestris, a minor Amarrian Noble and Capsuleer. Other existing characters within EVE will be referred to throughout, though any opinions and views expressed are those of this character. These entries may touch on or directly address mature themes such as violence, sexuality, race and ethnicity, and mental health. As noted, any views are those of the character.

Before we begin, I feel it important to say a few words on the subject of mental health. Ekaterina, or Ekat as many call her, is something of a troubled soul. This aspect of her character is a personal choice I have made, for very personal reasons. Although EVE is a game in which the players can immerse themselves to a greater or lesser degree as they wish, mental health is a very real issue for many people. Those two simple words cover a myriad different issues and concerns that affect people directly or indirectly every day all, over the world.

If you find yourself affected by any issues touched upon in these posts, or if you face your own troubles, please know that there are people out there you can turn to; doctors, friends, family - there is ALWAYS someone. If you are an EVE player, then Broadcast 4 Reps chat is available, staffed by wonderfully kind and good-hearted volunteers. If you know of someone who has mental health issues, then please just let them know you are there. It doesn't have to be anything big, just a smile, a cup of tea, a quick phone call about last night's game - just a little thing to show they aren't forgotten.

You Never Fly Alone.
08-05-YC121

An interesting development!  It seem there is some form of small cult on Nafrivik, worshipping some ancient pre-Empire totem of the sea.  Perhaps cult is too strong a word, given that Lady Llyr describes it as only a small group, but it may well be worth investigating.  Apparently the people are overjoyed at having a Deacon arrive on the planet to lead them in The Faith - I must thank Constantin for arranging this.  It is rather concerning that the people's spiritual needs were neglected for so long.  I find it most surprising that the previous Holder - Liana's real father - would allow such an important aspect of his subjects' lives to be almost abandoned.  Perhaps this, too, will require further investigation.

I will ask Ms Monakh if the original source of the toxin, before it was bio-engineered, can be determined.  I shall not at all be surprised if it occurs naturally in some of the oceanic fauna of Nafrivik.  That would certainly assist in identifying the terrorists behind this.

As for Ms Monakh, Liana confirmed that they are having a relationship.  Surprisingly, however, she seems to be very understanding that so long as Ms Monkah is not of The Faith, their being together is not only inappropriate, but will also be completely unacceptable to Her Ladyship's subjects.  That Ms Monakh is older - apparently notably so - is less relevant, though her already having a family may upset some of the more conservative elements, but as long as she refuses to convert it cannot be.

It was rather touching and humbling the way Liana seems to accept this.  She is saddened, certainly, and for one so young and innocent to feel pain of the heart in this way is indeed tragic.  Liana has an inner strength of character that is not readily apparent, it seems.  Were Constantin and I to be forbidden to be together, I do not think I would bare it nearly so well.

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