You're where the Wild Things are...

An in-character blog set in the universe of EVE Online. These are the private diary entries of Lady Ekaterina Mariya deSilvestris, a minor Amarrian Noble and Capsuleer. Other existing characters within EVE will be referred to throughout, though any opinions and views expressed are those of this character. These entries may touch on or directly address mature themes such as violence, sexuality, race and ethnicity, and mental health. As noted, any views are those of the character.

Before we begin, I feel it important to say a few words on the subject of mental health. Ekaterina, or Ekat as many call her, is something of a troubled soul. This aspect of her character is a personal choice I have made, for very personal reasons. Although EVE is a game in which the players can immerse themselves to a greater or lesser degree as they wish, mental health is a very real issue for many people. Those two simple words cover a myriad different issues and concerns that affect people directly or indirectly every day all, over the world.

If you find yourself affected by any issues touched upon in these posts, or if you face your own troubles, please know that there are people out there you can turn to; doctors, friends, family - there is ALWAYS someone. If you are an EVE player, then Broadcast 4 Reps chat is available, staffed by wonderfully kind and good-hearted volunteers. If you know of someone who has mental health issues, then please just let them know you are there. It doesn't have to be anything big, just a smile, a cup of tea, a quick phone call about last night's game - just a little thing to show they aren't forgotten.

You Never Fly Alone.
04-08-YC122

If my various duties were not enough to contend with, now I must deal with the tabloid press!  I suppose they must exist everywhere in New Eden, like fedo.  I cannot say that I am particularly surprised that they would take up a story that involved a gunfight in Izmaylovsky Park that involved the two largest noble families in Nakri, but I wish they had not done so.  Aside from the concerns it will raise amongst the populace that the rivalry between my family and the Koval has spilt over into actual violence, those so-called journalists simply had to mention Ishta and start the rumour about her being Sasha's field wife.

I can only hope that it is dismiss as scurrilous gossip, but should it appear as though it is getting out of hand we shall have to do something.  Of course, we cannot possibly announce the truth, not yet, so I am afraid Ishta may not be any happier with any press release.

It is not a good time for Ishta.  Her insistence on my purchasing Saira has come back to haunt her.  The foolish girl was caught selling illegal substances, her motivation apparently to make enough money to pay to get herself smuggled off the station and to the supposed freedom of the Federation.  She claims she had not made a final decision on this idiotic adventure, merely wanting the option open to her.  She can remain in her room until I decide exactly how to punish her.  I think what infuriates and disappoints me more is that I was trusting her to keep the information on the viral agents being shipped to Mehatoor a secret, and Ishta had at least enough of a glimpse of the paperwork to pique her curiosity.  There was no real information, of course, nor does Saira even know what all those numbers mean, but Ishta is insightful and she is bound to come to me with questions.

Dzerzhinsky also informs me that the same tabloid publication, Krasnaya Zvezda, has printed a story about our VORONA holding and various purchases.  Fortunately, most will easily rationalise that given what this family does, but I would prefer as few eyes on us as possible.

All of our best work is done in the dark.