You're where the Wild Things are...

An in-character blog set in the universe of EVE Online. These are the private diary entries of Lady Ekaterina Mariya deSilvestris, a minor Amarrian Noble and Capsuleer. Other existing characters within EVE will be referred to throughout, though any opinions and views expressed are those of this character. These entries may touch on or directly address mature themes such as violence, sexuality, race and ethnicity, and mental health. As noted, any views are those of the character.

Before we begin, I feel it important to say a few words on the subject of mental health. Ekaterina, or Ekat as many call her, is something of a troubled soul. This aspect of her character is a personal choice I have made, for very personal reasons. Although EVE is a game in which the players can immerse themselves to a greater or lesser degree as they wish, mental health is a very real issue for many people. Those two simple words cover a myriad different issues and concerns that affect people directly or indirectly every day all, over the world.

If you find yourself affected by any issues touched upon in these posts, or if you face your own troubles, please know that there are people out there you can turn to; doctors, friends, family - there is ALWAYS someone. If you are an EVE player, then Broadcast 4 Reps chat is available, staffed by wonderfully kind and good-hearted volunteers. If you know of someone who has mental health issues, then please just let them know you are there. It doesn't have to be anything big, just a smile, a cup of tea, a quick phone call about last night's game - just a little thing to show they aren't forgotten.

You Never Fly Alone.

 16-May-YC123

Edward and others from his Security firm came to Nakri.  They took the shields of the heretic Raitaru down.  That will make things simpler for our own attack.

Mercenaries who fight for the Federation came to Nakri, in the Empire, to deal with a heretic that the Empire created - and what did people of the Empire do?  Nothing.

Some verminous creature I believe sent by that pathetic excuse Yassavi verbally attacked and insulted me, even siding with Nauplius, and not a single person even attempted to support me.  No, actually, that is not true.  Again, Edward and his comrades did.

The others, even my own fellow Praetorian did absolutely nothing, said not a word!

Is that what I am worth to them. Silence?

So perhaps the things Yassavi's pet said are true.  Ishta said something similar. I am fit neither to be a Praetorian nor a Holder.  At least I know that Kolya, my dear, dear brother, is more than capable.

I ought to speak to Mama and Papa.  There are decisions that must be made.

I am sure I can find a future somewhere.

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