You're where the Wild Things are...

An in-character blog set in the universe of EVE Online. These are the private diary entries of Lady Ekaterina Mariya deSilvestris, a minor Amarrian Noble and Capsuleer. Other existing characters within EVE will be referred to throughout, though any opinions and views expressed are those of this character. These entries may touch on or directly address mature themes such as violence, sexuality, race and ethnicity, and mental health. As noted, any views are those of the character.

Before we begin, I feel it important to say a few words on the subject of mental health. Ekaterina, or Ekat as many call her, is something of a troubled soul. This aspect of her character is a personal choice I have made, for very personal reasons. Although EVE is a game in which the players can immerse themselves to a greater or lesser degree as they wish, mental health is a very real issue for many people. Those two simple words cover a myriad different issues and concerns that affect people directly or indirectly every day all, over the world.

If you find yourself affected by any issues touched upon in these posts, or if you face your own troubles, please know that there are people out there you can turn to; doctors, friends, family - there is ALWAYS someone. If you are an EVE player, then Broadcast 4 Reps chat is available, staffed by wonderfully kind and good-hearted volunteers. If you know of someone who has mental health issues, then please just let them know you are there. It doesn't have to be anything big, just a smile, a cup of tea, a quick phone call about last night's game - just a little thing to show they aren't forgotten.

You Never Fly Alone.
05-01-YC121

It has been such a mixed day.

We took on Electus Matari early on.  As much as they are the enemy, I do respect them.  They are well-skilled and no easy targets.  Sadly, I came off worse.  I am not well-experienced in Abaddon-class vessels.  At least I can honestly say this loss was not due to any foolish mistake.  I was simply unlucky.

I am trying so very hard to block out the sounds of the crew.  It is not easy.  I may have to turn to my Old Friend.

Better news came later.  I am now an Ensign.  Admiral Xideinis was apparently most impressed with my answers.  He has even commissioned a report on Ancient Earthology.  I am looking forward to undertaking that task.  Focus on study will help dull the pain.  Something has to.


Even Admiral Lok'ri likes my Executioner fit.  He had some excellent advice, which I will take on board.  It feels so strange, yet so good, to hear their kind and positive words. I am so lucky to have been accepted.  I am sure I do not deserve this.




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