04-07-YC122
I did not particularly wish to mark my birthday today, but after some thought I realised that to do so would give Mama something positive to focus upon after missing Sasha's. It was a subdued affair, of course, with my brother still not home - and Papa refused to speak at all of Alexandr's whereabouts or mission - but nonetheless it was pleasant and joyful. Thankfully Felix is always able to bring light and joy to a situation, so it was today. His latest ventures sound extremely interesting and as ever he has thrown himself into the study of a subject with absolute conviction and devotion. He is already putting operations into place for the planetary holdings we were given by Lord Sarum. I have no doubt we shall soon see most positive returns.
Now that we have secured the systems around Floseswin, I find my duties changing again; or rather, I find myself having to occupy myself with matters of a different nature. I have, for the most part, returned primarily to supporting Imperial Navy operations. Orda Sand almost always has some task or other he requires my services for, and I am more than happy to oblige, if only to ensure that this family's historical links to the Navy are maintained. I cannot help but feel, however, that there is something more important and effective I could be doing. Indeed, should be doing. I hope that inspiration shall be granted me soon. I think that apart from my regular prayers of thanks and humble entreaties for my brother's safety, I shall ask God and The Eternal Empress for their Divine Guidance. Perhaps they shall find me worthy.
You're where the Wild Things are...
An in-character blog set in the universe of EVE Online. These are the private diary entries of Lady Ekaterina Mariya deSilvestris, a minor Amarrian Noble and Capsuleer. Other existing characters within EVE will be referred to throughout, though any opinions and views expressed are those of this character. These entries may touch on or directly address mature themes such as violence, sexuality, race and ethnicity, and mental health. As noted, any views are those of the character.
Before we begin, I feel it important to say a few words on the subject of mental health. Ekaterina, or Ekat as many call her, is something of a troubled soul. This aspect of her character is a personal choice I have made, for very personal reasons. Although EVE is a game in which the players can immerse themselves to a greater or lesser degree as they wish, mental health is a very real issue for many people. Those two simple words cover a myriad different issues and concerns that affect people directly or indirectly every day all, over the world.
If you find yourself affected by any issues touched upon in these posts, or if you face your own troubles, please know that there are people out there you can turn to; doctors, friends, family - there is ALWAYS someone. If you are an EVE player, then Broadcast 4 Reps chat is available, staffed by wonderfully kind and good-hearted volunteers. If you know of someone who has mental health issues, then please just let them know you are there. It doesn't have to be anything big, just a smile, a cup of tea, a quick phone call about last night's game - just a little thing to show they aren't forgotten.
You Never Fly Alone.
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