Ubi Silvestria Sunt: September 2021

You're where the Wild Things are...

An in-character blog set in the universe of EVE Online. These are the private diary entries of Lady Ekaterina Mariya deSilvestris, a minor Amarrian Noble and Capsuleer. Other existing characters within EVE will be referred to throughout, though any opinions and views expressed are those of this character. These entries may touch on or directly address mature themes such as violence, sexuality, race and ethnicity, and mental health. As noted, any views are those of the character.

Before we begin, I feel it important to say a few words on the subject of mental health. Ekaterina, or Ekat as many call her, is something of a troubled soul. This aspect of her character is a personal choice I have made, for very personal reasons. Although EVE is a game in which the players can immerse themselves to a greater or lesser degree as they wish, mental health is a very real issue for many people. Those two simple words cover a myriad different issues and concerns that affect people directly or indirectly every day all, over the world.

If you find yourself affected by any issues touched upon in these posts, or if you face your own troubles, please know that there are people out there you can turn to; doctors, friends, family - there is ALWAYS someone. If you are an EVE player, then Broadcast 4 Reps chat is available, staffed by wonderfully kind and good-hearted volunteers. If you know of someone who has mental health issues, then please just let them know you are there. It doesn't have to be anything big, just a smile, a cup of tea, a quick phone call about last night's game - just a little thing to show they aren't forgotten.

You Never Fly Alone.

22-09-YC123

How I wish I could overcome my innate sickness when it comes to reawakening in a new clone. Alas, some people simply do not take to it. My own foolish mistake in all honesty. I should never have been so complacent! Why would I ever think that the Raravath gate might not be the site of an ambush? Well, it was, and I, and my ship, fell afoul of it. Will we ever be free of these infidel pirates?

However, as frustrating as all that is, I cannot let a minor setback, if it can be called even that, dampen my mood for the recent positive events that have, through the Grace of God, come to pass.

Firstly, Ishta returned from her mission into the Koval's home, and with more success than I ever could have hoped for. Uncovering murder! Such horrific tragedy for those young women, but this is something that cannot be ignored. That the son of a noble would do such things! Lord Osowiec has been informed and has already conducted an investigation. We shall see what the outcome is soon enough, though I think with the addition of certain information found on Lord Koval's databank systems, that House shall not stand much longer.

Ishta's finding of Nara as an unexpected ally was indeed a Godsend. Without that brave young slave planting a remote device in Lord Koval's own chambers we would never have gotten that information onto his systems. Though she shall never know the part she has played, she shall be well rewarded.

Beyond that, of course, is the happiest news of all. Celebrations for it have been occurring all over Nakri, as one might expect given the popularity of both the Praetorians and Khimi Harar. Many will see our joining together as a bright beacon of hope for Amarr's future, and well they might. I, too, greet this union with joyous heart. I cannot even begin to list all the positive effect it shall have, but first and foremost to my mind is the closer co-operation that shall spring from it. Such a natural evolution of our long-standing friendship and alliance was, I believe, inevitable, and I am grateful to see it come to pass.

One outcome I did not expect, though, was Lilya applying to become an Initiate. She was accepted, of course, how could she not be? But although I was surprised at her application, I am not unhappy at it. Quite the opposite. True, there is likely much that she and I must discuss on a personal level, but I know very well we shall benefit from her presence here.

I suppose I must look to replacing my ship. We have been carrying out operations against blockades in Domain systems and I would not wish to miss the opportunity to again see the majesty of Praetorian ships alongside those of our brothers and sisters in the rest of Khimi Harar.

God and the Eternal Empress Bless Us All!